Monday, February 26, 2007
oh my, i took about 2 hours just to make changes to someone's template. i'm pathetic at html.

it's still not something i'm totally satisfied with, but i give up. haha..

i was just thinking how things have changed. in a good way that is.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
hmmmm okay, i just realised my last post was my 80th post and this is my 81st! haha i'm amazed i actually made it for so long. well actually this is my 5th year blogging? hahaha

my parents are back. well i have to admit initially, new year without them was a little lonely. and all the cooking and washing clothes and hanging clothes weren't fun at all. now, i'm just yearning for all that freedom i had to come back. when they were overseas, i either reached home at 12, or later than that. and i don't have to like plan whether i'm having dinner home or not and everythings just spontaneous and flows nicely. now.....

k enough complaining, you get my point. but like seriously, is it coz i'm a girl that i'm not allowed to:
1) stay out later than 12
2) go clubbing
3) choose what i want to believe in
4) go out everyday

i seriously don't understand. i'm 19, time to loosen the grips i reckon. it's not like i have committments like studying or wat.

ohkay, i sound super spoilt. i shall stop ranting. speaking of which, i was blog reading that day, and i really shouldn't be complaining coz i realised i'm actually leading a very comfortable life. i have my family[well in a way..], a house to live in, given the opportunity to pursue higher education and all. hmmm oh well..

gym-ing for 45 mins was "fun". we just had to end the day with KFC + bubble tea. hahaha not to mention 2 man tai 's for me! haha and the chorus of "fat bitch, fat bitch, ur a fat bitch..." ahhh its days like these i'd definitely miss. just 3 more weeks.

went out with hs today. was supposed to shop for her black shoes, but...... she claimed all the designs were very auntie -_- hahaha. the main thing is we were all in these at least 2 and a half inch heels and our feet were damn pain we practically sat on the steps. hahaha and den i had to have dinner with dad so that equates to missing class dinner [on top of missing the visiting to ms oon's house coz of e-trial. HAIZ], and it was either:
1) stay home like what my parents would like
2) go clubbing with classmates [which btw, is like violation of rule no. i-don't know-what]
3) meet the band ppl for dessert at serangoon gardens

well of coz option 3 is like the best. so off i was to take 136 to gardens. just so happens as i'm plugging in to my mp3 the 136 zooms past the bus stop. and the frequency of 136 is like SUPERB. i waited for 25 mins, and was abt to flag a cab when the bus came -_- well chilled at ice3 till 12 and we all dispersed.

ahhh time to turn in. i have some event to attend at 11 in the morning. and i'm going alone coz i don't noe who else would want to go. ahh wat a loser. and den its service in the afternoon.

and i seem to be in a blogging mood today. i've blogged so much! sorry for the bore. haha

and i pray that everything would go smoothly tmr.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
hmm i've been wanting to blog for the past few days. Its just that by the time i'm home i'm so tired i just want to get to sleep as i have to get up early the next day.

Well, i've got to say the 3rd day of cny was fun! a day of bore turned out to be a day of fun with visiting and meeting up with sec school friends! and also to work off some of the excess gained during new year. haha.. 2nd day wasn't that bad too. Met up with Xa and Huili to chill out at The Balcony.

yesterday was out the whole day, with mahjong and driving in between and den birthday party. was supposed to meet steph and xa to club but i was inappropriately dressed and i thought i'd end late, so we didnt' go in the end.

i realised that they play the same kind of music in gyms and in clubs. [the remix kind of fast beat music]

and i was just thinking. Coffee places and Bars/pubs serve to allow people to catch up with their friends and to chill out.

yet it seems people always prefer clubs/bars to the other. hmm i wonder.

ok enough i sound really stupid and off.

there's just all this time these days and my mind starts thinking about weird stuff.

and thats when insecurities creep up on me.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
haha woah, it's chinese new year, so erm happy chinese new year to all..

hmm, day1 of my new year couldn't start any better. i slept at 2.30am last night and i set my alarm clock to 6.45am so i could get up to shower and leave house. and when i opened my eyes in the morning, it was bright and sunny, 9.02am. and service starts at 9. and the first word for the year was "shit!". was feeling damn pissed, but then again, there's no point getting angry. so i just got about making my own breakfast and i switched on the tv and there was NOTHING to watch. and i sat there thinking, i've got NOTHING to do until 6pm at night. how pathetic, while everyone's out bai nian-ing.

so i decided, i might as well go for driving lessons [thats if they are open and i vaguely remember they are]. but the website has some problem or sth, so i ended up watching 4 episodes of Grey's Anatomy and 1 episode of CSI Miami on AXN.

that leaves me nothing to watch tmr, as it's another i've-got-nothing-to-do day. maybe i'll watch Prison Break or sth.

and i was just thinking, if things go according to how they should, this will probably be the last cny i'll celebrate. totally memorable.

ok on a brighter note, i'm off to hs house for popiah dinner and stayover =)
and i maybe meeting my classmates at night tmr!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
hey.

the past 2 days have been great fun spending time with friends. i guess i don't realise how much i should treasure this time we spend together until i don't see them for 3 weeks. i guess now's really the period to spend time with everybody when there's an opportunity to. in a few months it'll be army for the 2nd batch of guys and uni for the girls.

i'm still slightly jet-lagging and today i saw my eye bags. their terrible. i seriously want to sleep now but i'm waiting for my last epi of Grey's to d/l finish before i can sleep. argh..

well anw, hopefully i'd get more freedom to go out. [my parents were overseas] hopefully they understand that we won't be seeing much of each other as time goes by.

and i found someone who's also going to be like me during CNY! so i guess i'll havbe something to do instead of sitting at home rotting =)

k thats about all i guess.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i'm horribly bored.

i won't say my trip has been fantastic at all. i'd say last yr's hk trip was much nicer. rarr all the small little things that happened doesn't make things any better.

but i'm coming home tmr alr! i can't wait. my freedom, my bed [vs sleeping on the floor], a hot shower, clean clothes, GREY'S ANATOMY!!![ i think i've missed about 3 episodes] yeah alot more.

enough of reading bbc health and about ethical issues. it's horrible. time to go home and start on a nice romance novel [sorry, i'm a romance junkie]. hahaha..

i ate a large pizza myself yesterday. not the personal pan size but the regular size. and i had a banoffee pie[ banana + tofee]. but yeah, i was too nervous to have anything much for lunch.

Oi says i'm looking forward so much to come back now, but when i am actually back i'll be complaining how bored i am. hahaha well, which reminds me, newspaper reports have warned of "heavy snow on thurs and fri up till 10cm. transportation delays are expected on the tubes, railways etc" i definitely hope everything goes smoothly for my journey.

i'm deeply grateful :)
Saturday, February 03, 2007
i'm damn pissed!

but i've only got myself to blame.

there's no more driving lessons available in march for me to book!!! except weekends [more expensive] and at night!

and its currently a month in advance! [just as wat the lady at comfort told me, to book a month in advance] arghhhh

so i have like 3 lessons in feb, and 2 late march [late afternoon together with all the heavy ubi traffic] .

and, it's 11.22 am and i'm waiting to go out. arghhhhhhhhhh to eat, FISH AND CHIPS.

well enough of complaining, 6 days till i get home and stop growing fat. 4 days till i get to enjoy my holiday again. YIPEEEEEEEEE.

btw, we ate at some bbq place last night. and they had this sort of scheme, where its called BEAT THE CLOCK. that means like if i place my order at 6.45pm [which we did for a huge meal], i pay 6.45 pounds! hahaha so cool. and it was happy hour so i had a Jamican Mule cocktail. which was nice too.

k i'm off.
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